Leaving today

Hello pretty people! Hello hello. What a gift we have to share what He’s done and is doing. Oh, how much I’ve learned in these past ten days. How much my soul has been shaken. How much the truth I believe has been awaken and honestly put underneath an immense amount of pressure. Pressure to move, pressure to change, pressure to GROW. And oh boy.. oh boy I’m growing. I’m seeing and living in those first stages that are uncomfortable. The thoughts filling with doubt on your brave move. “Let me just call my parents to see what their thoughts are on this matter is or I just wanna be home in the peace of the Thomas House.” Oh but Maya.. Maya, this is where a Woman of God is made. This is where the woman that little 8 year old.. 12 year old.. 16 year old Maya dreamed of. And this is where 26 year old Maya will come back and thank her for pushing through and getting uncomfortable. This camp has brought up many questions. Many questions to the point where as I’m sitting in this pressure on my heart that I can’t even comprehend why I’m feeling it, it just pushes me deeper into Him. I’m seeing Him push and pull on so many hearts here too. As I stand in worship, sit in a session and debrief time, pray, I’m seeing His good works. Seeing His love and how the Holy Spirit shows up in everyone differently. Fills me with that giddy joy. That joy you crave. Your soul deeply craves. I leave tomorrow for my trip and I’m quite enjoying my experience of fully lying in His truth. His good, good word. As I go and build relationships, serve, praise His name and walk in the full freedom He has gifted me, I am filled up with a complete trust that everything He has planned is for the good.